what is happening to the world?

A 13 year old boy father a baby? what the hell?

This is seriously very sickening. Tgk la that boy's face.. Look at those eyes. Kesian. At 13, dah kene tanggung all those burden. Kids having kids? weird. He is suppose to play around with his mates. Bukan nyer kene tukar nappies anak die.In the video bila org tanya how die nak cari duit for the baby, muka die sangat sangat kesian. Haihh. Dunia dunia.

The best part is there are a few others claiming to be the father of the baby. wtf? That girl must be very *tetttt*. malas nak sebut.

Kids out there, dont ever think of having sex. Later korang menyesal. Nanti dah kawen dah kerja buat la anak puas2. takde sape kesah. kalau tak keje lagi mcm maner nak bagi anak makan, education segala. nak ke anak2 hidup tak sempurna. money is not everything org ckp but money do play huge role utk besarkan anak. remember that.

Till then, see u again soon.

the attack of emosi

i miss lazing around in kuching.
rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

sayangggggggggg
i really miss having u around =(

farah amami
cepat la balitttttt.

mok balittttttttttttttttttttttttttt.


till then, see u again soon

p.s. degil na juak lemak di badan ku tok ehhhh. coba nengar kata kit oooo.

finally.

I would like to announce that i am getting engaged on 26th of June 2009.

I used to say that im ready to settle down and everything, but masa mr love's mom called and nak confirm pasal this thing, i freaked out. i felt like ade batu besar hit me on the head. baru terasa mcm ohhh aku muda lagi. betul ke aku dah nak kawen ni. yahhh kotan kenja tek mok nikah. dah diberik cuakkkk.

at first, his mom nak srh kawen sekarang. lagi la i takut mcm cibai. then, i told mr love that i nak kawen in 2 yrs time. after dah habes blaja and i dah start keje. but then, his dad ckp lama sgt. urghhh.. i still dont have the answer for that. it's not like i tanak kawen. i seriously want this. tapii i nak kawen pakai my own money. not my parents'.

guess what, i dah bz plan how my wedding will be. the cake, the dress, the reception. lol. been discussing with amy, farah, juan n eman. ohh n jaye pon ade lukis some dresses. haha. (btw, congrats to the the new lovebird.hee.) omg. thanks guys sbb melayan perangai gila kwn korang ni. amy lagilaaa, lukis layout reception and lekat dekat dinding beside my tilam. haha.

this is a bit lame, but terima kaseh to farah for the sweet present. i love it so so much.

i got this set. sukeeee.

Till then, see u again soon.

Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun.

OMG. Takut ehhhhh. beliang rasa nyawa, kenak lah sampei ati org ya munoh nya. tekejut ku ehhhh. walaupun aku sik kenal menar ngan arwah tapi tek mlm tadik mek org ke sia juak and nya negor juan. we left around 3am and the thing stat kol 330am gia. kenak sik san nyawa nak.

aku rasa utak ku alu sekpat function. mati ehh gia. nasib jak deke tergerak ati mok balit ke rumah. mun sik tek nak nemu benda2 gia.

Al-Fatihah.

Till then, see u again soon.

*update : click here

Tagged by jaye.

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

1. I have a really huge ass. Just like the africans.

2. I always feel that i am 27 years old instead of 21.

3. Im so into white guys esp my dearest martin joseph. lol.

4. I love cooking and baking.

5. Everytime mr love left, i would go into my room and cry like a baby but in like one hour time i'll be back to normal and tend to forgot that he just left.

6. I hate to shower. I would only shower in the evening unless i have class.

7. I poop like 3 times a day and i smoke cigs while im pooping.

8. I am choosy when it comes to toilets. I dont use public toilets unless i am totally desperate.

9. I can be the biggest bitch you ever met and yet i can be very nice.

10. I love to dance. esp ngajat. hahahahaha. tipu jer. i just love to dance.

11. My fav song to dance to is kat de luna's whine up.

12. I hate going to class. The only reason i attend the classes is the attendance percentage.

13. I sometimes sleep with my laptop on my tummy.

14. My dream holiday destination is New York city.

15. I love babies and thats why i cant wait to have my own babies.

16. I think i have some mental problems. haha.

Although i need to tag 10 ppl but i will only tag farah, juan n eman.

Till then, see u again soon.

all the love in the world.

people, i am free as a bird.

after days of not sleeping well, i finished up my exams. 15 more subjects to go plus 6 months of training, ill be completing my degree.

ohh cepat la habes. im so tired of studying. dah on the verge of giving up dah ni. now baru rasa menyesal sbb dropped so many subjects.

anyway, mr love is coming over. happy happy. and of course counting days to meet deke up, after like 2 yrs not seeing each other. been missing him much. i know u miss me too kan. huahauahua. hey bukan perasan tau. he told me so.

and oh yeah. i left a message on someone's ym telling him it was nice knowing him and so on cos hes leaving, and i was being sincere. but tettttt. he didnt reply at all. i wonder why he listen to some rumors, wont listen to my side of story and now ditched me as a fren. i am quite gutted for what he did. i thought he would act like an adult but sadly he didnt.

whatever it is, im happy for what i have right now. nice friends, great partner, loving family. basically, all the love i could never ask for more.

till then, see u again soon

gorgeousness.

she made my heart melts. she is beautiful. rasa mcm baru semalam jer baby zaraa lahir. how fast time flies. omg. i cant wait to see her. i love u gorgeous.

till then, see u again soon

Especially to my dearest lovely friend...

Happy 22nd birthday to my dear farah amami marzuki that i miss so bad.
I will always pray for ur happiness and may u have a great year ahead.
I Love You to bits and pieces, so take a very good care of urself.
Cheers!

fuck resolutions.

everyone's been rambling about resolutions since it's new year. like duhh. haha.

i dont know if i have any serious resolutions for the new year. all those resolutions are for just for the sake of "hey its a new yr. i gotta fucking have some resolutions."

seriously. just some normal a) i have to lose more weights and be healthy, b) get better grades and of course c) fucking go to class. and yet my dad's been planning some vacation which means im gonna miss the class. so whats the point anyway? haha

so all im saying is that im bad with resolutions. i tend to slide back to my old habits. which is kinda frustating.

so im thinking this year, i dont want to make any resolutions. i just wanna hope. haha. my "hope" list for this year goes:

* be a better me this year, physically and emotionally.

* be a better muslim. aminn.

* save money for next yr UK trip.

* stop spending on bullshits
.
* force my dad to buy more pure gold (wahh mcm bapak aku kaya haha but this is important)

* kawen *wink wink* by the end of the year (mission: impossible tettt)

* no more org hitam dan org arab kat mmu. urghh. menyampah. more ang moh please. baru ada choice.

* farah ada boifren, juan ada gelfren arab, eman jadi single haha

* one day i wake up, i am adriana lima.

mcm ni la masa i bangun tu. tekejut i tau.

Till then, see u again soon.

deck the halls with balls of holly fa la la la la la.

Christmas was awesome! celebrated with frens in Portuguese settlement. Here's what happened that nite:





I'm thankful to have such wonderful frens around. Love u guys to bits. Im totally gonna miss our time together.

Anyway, i would like to wish Happy New Year and Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah to everyone. Hopefully we are going to be a better person this year.

Till then, see u again soon.

p.s. I just wanna tell u guys again that i love all of u.

OMFG...

Farah, this is a surprise for u. Pegi carik lelaki hot yg ko suk gila babi. LAWAK.

Till then, see u again soon

p.s. amy n jaye pon ade

Take it or leave it.

Go to your playlist on your PC/Laptop/MP3/iPod etc, put it on shuffle and as you read each question, click on Next and write the title of the song on play as your answer. Don't cheat! It's funnier that way


1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Cool Joke - Undo
-> what a nice joke haha.

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Love - Keyshia Cole
-> sentiasa in love ka aku ini?

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Ruby Soho - Rancid
-> Org laki yg salu bagi jewellery dan akan bawa saya ke soho new york? wahhh. seronok.

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Love Me Do - The Beatles
-> yeahh. mr love is here. i feel loved.

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Your Body Is Wonderland - John Mayer
-> aieeeeeeeee. jual badan ka apa?

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Give me tonite - Taylor Hicks
-> give apa kah itu? dalam maksudnya. haha.

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
I will always love you - Whitney Houston
-> dah tau dah. haha.

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Nights on broadway - The beatles
-> woww. adakah saya suka berlakon? agakla kan. huahuahauahua.

9. WHAT IS 2+2?
Money Money - Billy Idol
-> wahhhh. duit gitu. tak boleh tgk number. mmg accountant.

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lelaki ini - Anuar Zain
-> Lelaki ini hensem kawan2 (sambil memberi link gambar kat fb). Oh tidak Lelaki ini tak berapa nak seronok sangat la kawan2 (kasi link lagi). Maksudnya tgk laki jer terus nak poret dgn kawan2. Begitu ke?

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
If tomorrow never comes - Ronan Keating
-> malam ni kita one nite stand? hahahahahaha.

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pelangi petang - Sudirman
-> wah hidup saya kaler2 tau.

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Dota - Basshunter
-> hah? jadi pemain dota ke? tidak mungkin.

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE
Ngilu - Butterfingers
-> bahagian mana kah yg ngilu itu? hmmmm.

15. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I've got you under my skin - Michael Buble
-> Wahhh. Selalu diprotect. terharu terharu.

16. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hello - Lionel Ritchie.
-> my parents' fav song i guess sbb dua2 pakai caller tone lagu ini. niceeeeee.

17. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Wherever you will go - The calling
-> heaven la of course. yerrr. konpiden lebeh. doa2 kan lah yer.

18. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Is this it? - the strokes
-> suka bertanya perhaps? haha.

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Come fly with me - Michael buble
-> aucher kah? my god.

20. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Because of you - Ne-yo
-> because of u, i am what i am now?

21. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
If i never see ur face again - maroon 5 n rihanna
-> yes mr love. if i never see ur face again!!!!!!!!!!!!

22. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Have yourself a merry christmas
-> aieeee kene bunuh dgn santa claus ke? hahaha.

23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
You Give Me something - james morrison
-> betol betol. i regret u gave me something mr morrison!!!! babi.

24. WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Something in the way - Nirvana
-> erk? tak faham.

25. WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Who's ur daddy - Benny Benassi
-> MY GOODNESSSSS.

26. WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
One Last Chance - James Morrison
-> wahh. meaning that one last chance is with mr love if not mmg tak kawen? haahahahaha.

27. WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Summertime - Kat de Luna
-> hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahaha (aku suka lagu ni kot) aku patut dok tempat ade snow je kot. hahaha.

28. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
The runaround - taylor hicks
-> mesti jogging banyak2 baru org suka? woww. bole tak?

29. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Confession - Usher
-> yeah. confession aku kepada farah pada satu hari itu.

30. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Taman Tasik Perdana - Butterfingers
-> eh?

31. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Take it or leave it - The strokes

Im tagging Amy, Jaye, Virus n Unte

I am the biggest camwhore.

I dont have anything to blog. Malas nak menggunakan otak. So lemme share some of the recent pics.

amy yg terpaksa menanggung keberatan kami haha


me.elle.chibi.dol.sharel comel.unte.


unte.amy.dol.me.sharel.


takde caption terlintas di dalam otak


yours truly mengegehkan dirik.


i look so flat chested here.huahuahua.


better chested here haha.


i was born a camwhore.

Yes. I bang-ed my hair. So did amy. Tribute to farah. haha. Tapi bende ni dah basi dah. Didnt blog about the hair cos wanted to surprise mr love last week.

Tapi die tak tekejut pon. Buat muka bodo jer.

Till then, see u again soon

*update: Happy 24th bday to viruschristinaaguilera! May Allah bless u always.

smell me di dalam bahasa melayu adalah cium saya?

Today my brother went cheap-perfume hunting for me. Poor him. Kakak nya ini sangat demand. Kejap nak ni kejap lagi tak jadi nak tu plak. hahaha. He called me entah brapa kali. Just to make sure it is the right one.

Actually im looking for something aqua-y or citrus-y. Dah bosan dgn sweet scents. I have the perfect one in mind which is Chanel Chance Eau Fraiche but too bad kat kedai tu takde. (hint!)

This is the perfume in case u get the hint kan. hehe.

After 100 times of phone call, he finally bought this:


For him and for her. The one that he bought came in a packaging of 50ml EDT and moisturizer. Guess how much it costs? AUD29 for each pack. Semua sekali AUD58. Since the exchange rate is kinda low which is around 2.35, bila diconvertkan ke our currency, it is around RM140 only for the 2 perfumes ok.

Tapi, of course all costs ditanggung oleh your highness duke of seduction, mr love. hehe. Thanks sayang.

Till then, see u again soon.

p.s. some spoiler. neither serena nor eric is the rufus-lily's child. not sure betul ke tak. and oh ya. aaron rose will be totally vanished from the series. yeay.

love is in the air.

Dear love,

I'm thankful that u are here with me for these few days. You totally made my day. How i wish that i could freeze the time so that these beautiful moments could last forever.

I know that u are still here but i miss u already =(

Till then, see u again soon

apples of my eyes.

i miss her

and him

and especially him =(

till then, see u again soon.

i am so horny. please fuck me.

me n amy have this one new hobby: which is to kacau org in the chat room n stickam. my god. plek2 k manusia2 yg kami jumpai.

what i can say is that the net is full of horny men. gay ke tak gay ke pon sumer desperate giler. guys, korang dah takde cara lain ke nak puaskan nafsu. mcm mana la korang bley turn on kan dgn org yg korang chat tu padahal tak tau pon muka mcm mana. sangat gross ok.

kalo mcm ni tak rasa jijik ke?

at times rasa bersalah la buat mcm tuh but then suka jer nak carik bahan gelak kan. siap kasi number fon la, address rumah la. gambar tak pyh cakap la. yg tunjuk kote pon lagi banyak. sangat tak suka tau. u guys hengat kami ini tersangat la horny sampai nk tgk kote yg dah la kecik, buruk pulak keadaan rupa paras nya itu? totally not. turned off terus tau tak.

tp mmg kelakar la berchat dgn org yg horny2 itu. kesian korang tak pasal2 kene gelak. lupa plak kan nak copy paste perbualan yg memualkan tersebut. kalau ade lagi nnt i post kan.

so guys, jangan la buat perkara2 mcm tu tau. so not cool. kang ade plak number fon korang kene jual ngan kiterang ni.

till then, see u again soon.


p.s. benci nyer real life chuck hookup dgn real life vanessa. chuck, kenapa kah kamu tidak suka dgn real life blair? sedeh tau. my real life nate plak dgn jenny. hahhhhhh.

hotness rank.

last week celebrated dol's bday. was a small surprise party for him. it was fun lah just to hang out with frens and gelak2 sampai tak hengat dunia.

the birthday boy

our big happy family.

last weekend mmg heaven giler. at last dapat gak jumpe ngan my darling jaye after like almost 3 yrs. we did a lot of catch up sampai jaye dah tertido2. huahauhaua. jaye u kene dtg lagi tau. i miss u already. =(

then there were juan and aiman. u guys totally cheered me up. i had a lot of fun having u guys around. farah jer yang takder tau. if not mmg perfect combination gitu.

pastuh kan. someone proposed to me. an irish guy tau. korang jangan maen2. tak sangka mak ni laku jugak. ajak kawen n dok kat ireland lagi. haha. pengsan aku. kepada org perasan tu kan, jangan jeles tau. i am still a hot stuff walaupon gemuk. ade ko hot mcm aku? haha. aku tau aku keji, jangan tegur.

kasut dah sama so sama la level of hotness kami ini kan? haha

tapi kan, sayang i rindu u (walaupon i sangat suka mat salleh)

till then, see u again soon.

just a short one

blogging from kurt's house. urghh. laptop yg gila itu membuat hal lagi. tiada apa2 paparan di screen. tension ok.

just wanna share some good news. i'm no longer 90+ girl. officially an 89kg hahahaha. lost another 3 kg. in total dah turun 11kg since august.

ohh i am so happy and so proud of myself.

till then, see u again soon.

mental illness yang dibuat buat.

i cant wait. juan n eman are coming to malacca. jaye pon sama. jaye! u better betul2 datang tau this time. i miss u so much. we have so much to catch up.

farah, kawu bila gik mok dtg? haha. sik sempat ko dtg melawat aku yg lonely ini di melaka cos by the time kawu balit aku dah pindah to cyber. tp yg penting harus aku pegi ngagak kawu in 2010.

i cant believe how people have changed these days. good gone bad, bad gone good. it surprises me. but thank god for me, ive learned my lessons and i am a better person now. haha. harusla aku memuji diri sendiri kan.

but i have this one bad habit that im trying to get rid of. i just cant stop bitching about ppl. i wonder why do i care so much about what's happening around me. why cant i just totally ignore all of that. most of the times bcos i tak leh control my mouth. urghhh. i do feel terrible after that tapi entahla i just cant stop.

you know what. aku benci org perasan. haha. suka nak merendah2 kan aku yer? adekah kau itu sgt insecure sbb aku sememangnya dilahirkan sangat cantik walaupon aku gemuk and still ade lelaki yg nak kat aku walaupon rupa parasku ini mempunyai lelemak di sana sini? (padehal sayang je nak kat i kan sayang?haha) hmmm. entahla badul.

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. im bitching again. haha. tp itu luahan rasa sahaja. lupakan.

anyway, happy 21st bday to aizat@dol! may Allah bless u with happiness always.

till then, see u again soon.