She made me smile.

The latest addition to the family. Welcome baby Arina Zahra bt Azdhar Zulkarnain! You just made me smile cos ure too adorable.

Late Raya Post

Right now i just want to turn back the time and make it raya time again. huhu. It's a late raya post cos ive been very very extremely busy these few weeks. currently im in the middle of my final exams. im taking 4 papers and have done with 1 paper. the other two i took mcs. the reason?i enjoyed my raya too much that i didnt study at all (a bit oni la). haha.im the type of person who wont go to exams if im not fully prepared.im scared of getting bad grades.

Oh yea. I have a news. But it's just a maybe lah. Not confirmed yet. Still waiting for the other side to give their permission. Probably we're getting engaged by this year. Not in a big ceremony la and minus all the hantaran. Bertekol kata org sarawak koh. I refused to do it in a ceremony cos im still too fat to take all the good pics. Kekeke. After all it's a waste of money. But dont be too excited (ceyh sapa ka yang excited) cos its still pending.

My raya was ok but not that good cos number one: less angpao, secondly: i needed to go back to malacca on the 4th day of raya. I visited less houses this year. A few friends' and close relatives' only. My open house was on the 3rd day of raya. It sucks to celebrate raya in such a rush! Here are my raya pics. Didnt take much photos .

Me Eman and juan - celebrating juan's bday, few days before raya

Pose ala2 antm cycle 11. Fierce eyes kata dirikku haha!

Hamper from eman haha

My famous choc cheese cake LOL

Some of the cakes i baked


1st Day of Raya:

Sisters!

Me, Great-grandma and cousin Liz

Me, Kak Anny and Liz

Camwhoring di pagi raya?


Bersalam-salaman, bermaaf-maafan. My dad in the orangey yellow baju melayu.


Sabri giving out angpaos


Aunty Dollie, Me, Grandma and Great-grandma

Abang's House. Abis pak udin diloyar ku koh.


2nd Day of Raya:

Me and nenek who used to be my babysitter

Us at Farah's house


Dilla's House

3rd Day of Raya- Open House:

With my parents, siblings, and some of uncles, aunts, and cousins from my dad's side


with azid's frens. aku tauk ko jeles nak nak? taun depan balit ler


eman, juan, amal, nawi, shade, me, lynn, bob, noor


Juan, me and bob - bob's house, 7th Day of Raya


My Sweethearts:

My nephew, azam si anak tambi haha


Azam again!

Arman was infected with HFMD. Poor little boy.

Till then, see u again soon.

Busy bee.

Aku mok klaka swak jak lah ehh. Kedong ku d kuching tok koh.

Yobihhh busyyy ku ehhh. Bok jak abis molah cookies. Dah 3 igek cookies dipolah ku. Kepak nyawa ku tok koh. Blom gk cake. Gila rasa nyawa ku tok.

Mak aku tok la over. Demand sungguh. Ada 9 igek cake tgh waiting list ok. Ilek2 jak nya menerima order dari orang. Sik nya tauk tukang polah tok mcm nak pengsan jer. Tpaksa ku bertungkus lumus 3 4 ari tok.

Dah la exam 6 aribulan. Aduh ehhh. Lom abis gk ku blaja. 2 ari jak ku ke pustaka ari ya. Sik juak abis2 blaja ku. Ya juak gago berpolah kueh. Paraiii aku mak. Tok salah satu cookies dipolah ku taun tok. Duak igek gik ya malas ku ngambar.

butter cookies jak sebenarnya. suka ku mok engkah royal icing atas nya.

Anyway, since dah dekat mok raya tok, aku mok mintak mahap ngan suma orang. HARAF MAAP yer kawan2. Haha. Sempat juak aku tek. Maka tgh mintak maap.

Kepada adikku di melbourne nun, aku tauk ko maca blog aku juak nak nak? Aku mintak maap ngan kawu sempena raya tok. Rindu ku ngan kawu koh. Ko tauk gamba raya kita taun ya kat tempat apek ya diengkah nya lam iklan lam borneo post. Khelas tau apek tu. Harus ku mintak royalty ngan nya. Haha. Eh lom abis ku becerita. Mula2 mak jak yang nangga benda ya. Ko tauk apa padah Baby? "Mak, pahal gamba kita ya mak. K berik ngan abang kat melbourne ka?" Kenak ko sik rasa mcm mok nukuk palak nya. Khelas borneo post sampei ke melbourne.

To farah: Aku ada juak kawan nama DAN. Nama penoh nya HAMDAN. Amek kau.

Till then, see u again soon.

At last!

Finally i can go back for raya! this is the moment ive anticipated since the start of ramadhan. Im off to kl in 2 hours time and will be back to kch on sunday. Anyway Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone.

Till then, see u again soon

Eish eish eish cobaan..

Today so much dugaan happened to me. After chibi woke me up, i felt so determined to do my assignment. I went straight to the laptop and start reading the rest of the assignment as i am suppose to conclude it. It took me nearly 2 hours to figure out that actually some of the work done by others are totally wrong so i cant conclude the assignment! I shouldve check the thing yesterday but i waited and this is what i get!

The thing is they blindly followed the instruction given without noticing that there are several errors in it. If u have read and understand what is required, you should know how to do it correctly and just use the instruction as a guideline only, not follow it blindly get it? Yet u said u want a perfect job. Wtf? Is that what u call perfect? U need to think out of the box!

After getting stuck in doing the assignment, i decided to check the mmls and see which chapters are coming out for the quiz tomorrow (the main reason i stayed for another one week). The thing is only then i realized that this is not week 12. It is week 13. Meaning that the quiz was held last week! I got zero after wasting my time waiting for the quiz. Another wtf! I am so fucking mad at myself. Luckily the lecturer is willing to let me do the quiz tomorrow but i am still mad cos i am suppose to be back in kch last week. Fuck fuck fuck.

Then i decided to go out for berbuka. Guess what? I left my key inside my room. I couldnt find the spare key and no one was at home. I was stuck inside the house as all the grill are locked. Nice one. What i did was kick the room door open causing it to be broken near the knob. I still cant believe that i managed to open the door after only a few kicks. Amazing! Another wtf moment for me today is when chibi called saying that she has the spare key for my room that i gave her but i forgot about it! WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!!!

Today teaches some lessons for me. Dont be such a stupid bitch. Lain kali coba ingat betol2 mena sik? Tok tek sikkkk. Leka gago kedirik ajak. Bongok eh.

Till then, see u again soon.

She's leaving on a jetplane

She just left. Few hours ago. Hopefully everything will be alright for her. She can now learn to be independent! hahahaha. ayat sapa ka itu? cuba teka.

Today for berbuka we ate at mcd. Me, chibi and amy and the rest of the guys except for faiz and otak2. Everything was on chibi. Thanks babe. Murah rejeki aku bulan puasa ni tau. Banyak jer org belanja. Alhamdulillah.

I dont have any plan to send her off at the airport. Everything was planned at the very last minute. Luckily otak2's car was available. At first i asked vic to accompany me but since his friend is coming over here and since dol said that it's ok for him to accompany me, i went to the airport with him and chibi (he drove of course). We left at 8.15pm right after berbuka. Thanks guys for accompanying me.

I thought it was gonna be hard for me to say goodbye to her but miraculously i didnt even cry. Maybe it was because of bank rakyat bak kata juan. I kept on thinking of what she told me. I dont know why that "statistic" person keep on telling lies to everyone. Hey Mrs Statistic dont u know that people will eventually know u are making up stories ok! Kelak bok ko tauk malu sik tauk cney mok napok muka nak nak? Kali nang suka publisiti murahan kali nak. Sampei bapak ku pun diajak begosip hal mrs statistic. Lawak eh kamek. Apa jak tek kah. Tebik posa ku mun dah time posa. nasib gk time sahor bah.

Sigek gik kali aku layap nangga muka bank rakyat kali juan oooo. Hahahaha. After saying goodbyes we left and sent juan to cyber. I insisted that he followed me back to malacca but he said no. Eh kenja kawu ya.

One more thing that makes me wonder. Why on earth the are people who keep on acting that they're so good that the rest of people in this world are useless. Keep on talking this and that yet never realize that they are actually making fun of themselves. Ridiculous. Im not saying that im that good but please lah. Wake up! Do as what u said.

Eh sigek gik. Best juak klaka bahasa tanah kelahiran ku yer. Puas ku meluahkan perasaan walaupun ada org ya netak aku klaka bahasa aku pun nak. Kali ko jeles nak sekda bahasa lain k klaka bah. Iboh loba gilak eh. Sik mak ku muji kawu gia koh.

Till then, see u again soon.

Im cluesless of how i feel

Last Saturday i went to kl. The main point : to see farah before she leaves for London. I actuually planned for a daytrip but sayang insisted that i sleep over at his house. So i did.

On Saturday i bought a 9.45am ticket but managed to use the 8.45 bus instead. Sayang fetched me at Pudu (god i hate this place so much). Later, accompanied him shopping for his baju kerja. We went to Sungei Wang. He bought 2 shirts and a pants. I sempat bought a grey long sleeved baju and a pair of flip flop. Later i bought some stuff for baking raya cookies (semangat tau!).

We reached his house around 5pm. Then i tidur till 6.30 pm. Mesti mak mentua aku menyirap jer. His mom cooked one of my favourite dish, Laksa Penang. Fuhhh. Layan sialll. The best Laksa ever. haha. suka la mak mentua aku kalo dgr. I adore her cos she cook everything on her own. Even kueh (bukan kueh raya nong). The laksa mee pon she made it herself. I ate the laksa for bbuka and sahur too. Penat je die masak nasik and lauk.

On sunday i woke up at 11am. Memang menyumpah org tua tu. haha. Watched tv and later went out to KLCC. Sayang bought another pants. Then buka puasa with hana, farah and juan at chili's. Fuhh memang kenyang stock tak leh bernafas. The meal was on farah. Thanx darling. Klak ku chia kawu topspot gik. Tunggu kawu balit la so that means next year. Haha.

Then we went to nose. I fell in love with this one shoes. Nang ku paksa ku gerek ku meli. But he said no unless i buy other shoes cos he said the shoes is ugly. I cant make up my mind and we went to Vincci hoping to find some other nice shoes. But the shoes were all crap. So melepas laa cos it was almost 9 and we needed to rush to Pudu. Then said goodbye to farah. My goodness. It was so fcking sad. i cried.

At Pudu i loan some money from sayang cos i used my money to top up my fon. I havent withdraw my money so pinjam from him. Later he called and told me i dont have to pay back and use the money to buy shoes instead. Thanx sayang. You're the best.

To Farah : Goodbye to you. I wish u the very best of luck. I will miss u so fcking much. Waaaa. Tinggal la aku juan n gegerl. Bait2 ko d sinun eh. Iboh lupak carik laki ala2 aucher k aku haha. Hope to see u again soon. Sorry sekpat anta kawu ke apot. mun ada keta mok ku pegi tp apakan daya aku ini pejalan kaki plg berjaya. Mun ku ke apot jalan kaki cepat gilak ku kurus klak. Haha. Anyway, have a safe journey. I will always pray for u.

That's why im clueless of how i feel about last weekend. Happiness? Sadness? urghh entahla. The mix of both kali tp ney satu lebeh banyak? yahhh. sekpat ku jawab.

some pics i managed to snap:



Till then, see u again soon especially to farah amami marzuki yg ku sayang gila babi.