Innalillahiwainnalillahirajiun.

OMG. Takut ehhhhh. beliang rasa nyawa, kenak lah sampei ati org ya munoh nya. tekejut ku ehhhh. walaupun aku sik kenal menar ngan arwah tapi tek mlm tadik mek org ke sia juak and nya negor juan. we left around 3am and the thing stat kol 330am gia. kenak sik san nyawa nak.

aku rasa utak ku alu sekpat function. mati ehh gia. nasib jak deke tergerak ati mok balit ke rumah. mun sik tek nak nemu benda2 gia.

Al-Fatihah.

Till then, see u again soon.

*update : click here

Tagged by jaye.

Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment (”you’re it”) and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

1. I have a really huge ass. Just like the africans.

2. I always feel that i am 27 years old instead of 21.

3. Im so into white guys esp my dearest martin joseph. lol.

4. I love cooking and baking.

5. Everytime mr love left, i would go into my room and cry like a baby but in like one hour time i'll be back to normal and tend to forgot that he just left.

6. I hate to shower. I would only shower in the evening unless i have class.

7. I poop like 3 times a day and i smoke cigs while im pooping.

8. I am choosy when it comes to toilets. I dont use public toilets unless i am totally desperate.

9. I can be the biggest bitch you ever met and yet i can be very nice.

10. I love to dance. esp ngajat. hahahahaha. tipu jer. i just love to dance.

11. My fav song to dance to is kat de luna's whine up.

12. I hate going to class. The only reason i attend the classes is the attendance percentage.

13. I sometimes sleep with my laptop on my tummy.

14. My dream holiday destination is New York city.

15. I love babies and thats why i cant wait to have my own babies.

16. I think i have some mental problems. haha.

Although i need to tag 10 ppl but i will only tag farah, juan n eman.

Till then, see u again soon.

all the love in the world.

people, i am free as a bird.

after days of not sleeping well, i finished up my exams. 15 more subjects to go plus 6 months of training, ill be completing my degree.

ohh cepat la habes. im so tired of studying. dah on the verge of giving up dah ni. now baru rasa menyesal sbb dropped so many subjects.

anyway, mr love is coming over. happy happy. and of course counting days to meet deke up, after like 2 yrs not seeing each other. been missing him much. i know u miss me too kan. huahauahua. hey bukan perasan tau. he told me so.

and oh yeah. i left a message on someone's ym telling him it was nice knowing him and so on cos hes leaving, and i was being sincere. but tettttt. he didnt reply at all. i wonder why he listen to some rumors, wont listen to my side of story and now ditched me as a fren. i am quite gutted for what he did. i thought he would act like an adult but sadly he didnt.

whatever it is, im happy for what i have right now. nice friends, great partner, loving family. basically, all the love i could never ask for more.

till then, see u again soon

gorgeousness.

she made my heart melts. she is beautiful. rasa mcm baru semalam jer baby zaraa lahir. how fast time flies. omg. i cant wait to see her. i love u gorgeous.

till then, see u again soon

Especially to my dearest lovely friend...

Happy 22nd birthday to my dear farah amami marzuki that i miss so bad.
I will always pray for ur happiness and may u have a great year ahead.
I Love You to bits and pieces, so take a very good care of urself.
Cheers!

fuck resolutions.

everyone's been rambling about resolutions since it's new year. like duhh. haha.

i dont know if i have any serious resolutions for the new year. all those resolutions are for just for the sake of "hey its a new yr. i gotta fucking have some resolutions."

seriously. just some normal a) i have to lose more weights and be healthy, b) get better grades and of course c) fucking go to class. and yet my dad's been planning some vacation which means im gonna miss the class. so whats the point anyway? haha

so all im saying is that im bad with resolutions. i tend to slide back to my old habits. which is kinda frustating.

so im thinking this year, i dont want to make any resolutions. i just wanna hope. haha. my "hope" list for this year goes:

* be a better me this year, physically and emotionally.

* be a better muslim. aminn.

* save money for next yr UK trip.

* stop spending on bullshits
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* force my dad to buy more pure gold (wahh mcm bapak aku kaya haha but this is important)

* kawen *wink wink* by the end of the year (mission: impossible tettt)

* no more org hitam dan org arab kat mmu. urghh. menyampah. more ang moh please. baru ada choice.

* farah ada boifren, juan ada gelfren arab, eman jadi single haha

* one day i wake up, i am adriana lima.

mcm ni la masa i bangun tu. tekejut i tau.

Till then, see u again soon.

deck the halls with balls of holly fa la la la la la.

Christmas was awesome! celebrated with frens in Portuguese settlement. Here's what happened that nite:





I'm thankful to have such wonderful frens around. Love u guys to bits. Im totally gonna miss our time together.

Anyway, i would like to wish Happy New Year and Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah to everyone. Hopefully we are going to be a better person this year.

Till then, see u again soon.

p.s. I just wanna tell u guys again that i love all of u.