gorgeousness.

she made my heart melts. she is beautiful. rasa mcm baru semalam jer baby zaraa lahir. how fast time flies. omg. i cant wait to see her. i love u gorgeous.

till then, see u again soon

apples of my eyes.

i miss her

and him

and especially him =(

till then, see u again soon.

back on track

so now i'm back in malacca.arghh.all i can think of now are exams, assignments, books, attendance and bla bla bla. it's very stressful to study! dgr malacca jer i feel like i wanna pengsan.

so much things happen during my holidays. sorry no pictures cos i lost my charger cum usb cable. u guys have any idea whether or not they sell cam charger? i desperately need one. one thing i remember the most is seeing an omputeh's dick! my god. luckily he's gorgeous cos if not i'll be dead by now.

few days back i got to know one young man from wales. his name is Oshian Conn. and her mother's name is COMEL. hahahahaha. that's how he spelled his mother's name. my goodness i tell u he's adorable, bubbly, funny and very lovable. and he's 8 by the way.so i asked him whether he got any older cousins(since he told me he's the only child), and he said: yes but they're going to NZ for a holiday. not for few days but 2 yrs. haha. my heart was jumping like hell cos i was very excited. and then he said : they're 10 and 11.OMFG. I felt like i wanna drown myself in the pool!

but nothing can beats the time i spent with my family and friends. it's precious and priceless. they make me smile with true happiness. now i'm here i feel teribly lonely. i miss all the laughs, the stupid jokes, everything. haihhh. next holiday please?

to sayang: thanks for sending me off to malacca. i appreciate it. u're the best.

till then, see u again soon.

She made me smile.

The latest addition to the family. Welcome baby Arina Zahra bt Azdhar Zulkarnain! You just made me smile cos ure too adorable.

Late Raya Post

Right now i just want to turn back the time and make it raya time again. huhu. It's a late raya post cos ive been very very extremely busy these few weeks. currently im in the middle of my final exams. im taking 4 papers and have done with 1 paper. the other two i took mcs. the reason?i enjoyed my raya too much that i didnt study at all (a bit oni la). haha.im the type of person who wont go to exams if im not fully prepared.im scared of getting bad grades.

Oh yea. I have a news. But it's just a maybe lah. Not confirmed yet. Still waiting for the other side to give their permission. Probably we're getting engaged by this year. Not in a big ceremony la and minus all the hantaran. Bertekol kata org sarawak koh. I refused to do it in a ceremony cos im still too fat to take all the good pics. Kekeke. After all it's a waste of money. But dont be too excited (ceyh sapa ka yang excited) cos its still pending.

My raya was ok but not that good cos number one: less angpao, secondly: i needed to go back to malacca on the 4th day of raya. I visited less houses this year. A few friends' and close relatives' only. My open house was on the 3rd day of raya. It sucks to celebrate raya in such a rush! Here are my raya pics. Didnt take much photos .

Me Eman and juan - celebrating juan's bday, few days before raya

Pose ala2 antm cycle 11. Fierce eyes kata dirikku haha!

Hamper from eman haha

My famous choc cheese cake LOL

Some of the cakes i baked


1st Day of Raya:

Sisters!

Me, Great-grandma and cousin Liz

Me, Kak Anny and Liz

Camwhoring di pagi raya?


Bersalam-salaman, bermaaf-maafan. My dad in the orangey yellow baju melayu.


Sabri giving out angpaos


Aunty Dollie, Me, Grandma and Great-grandma

Abang's House. Abis pak udin diloyar ku koh.


2nd Day of Raya:

Me and nenek who used to be my babysitter

Us at Farah's house


Dilla's House

3rd Day of Raya- Open House:

With my parents, siblings, and some of uncles, aunts, and cousins from my dad's side


with azid's frens. aku tauk ko jeles nak nak? taun depan balit ler


eman, juan, amal, nawi, shade, me, lynn, bob, noor


Juan, me and bob - bob's house, 7th Day of Raya


My Sweethearts:

My nephew, azam si anak tambi haha


Azam again!

Arman was infected with HFMD. Poor little boy.

Till then, see u again soon.