krazy thought for the day.

i think i wanna be a vegetarian. haha.

just now me n chibi went makan at ixora. at first ingat nak makan bakso but then i want to eat sayur sayuran. bakso ade veges but ciput nyerrr. kedekut tau abg cina kedai indo rasa tu.

so i went to the vegetarian stall. i took so many types of sayur sayuran: four angle beans, encik labu, mushroom n egg tofu, tofu yg konon2 nya ayam tp tak rasa sgt pon mcm ayam and also tofu yg rasanya mcm ikan masak sweet sour.

i swear mmg sedap gilerrrrrr. and utk semua sekali sayur sayuran itu i was charged rm2.60! just imagine my pinggan is so very the penuh. i thought akan kene rm4 ke.

omg. sangat la interesting makan sayuran itu. tu yg tiba2 terasa nak jadi vegetarian. murah sedap mengenyangkan dan juga sangat menyihatkan utk org gemuk mcm i ni.

bolela jadi kurus mcm ini kan.haha.berangan lebey tau.

tp kan lepas tu i tak puas. i went back to the stall n amek OKRA (yerrr tekenang farah koh), ikan fake itu dan ade lagi egg tofu. hahahahahaha. lepas itu baru saya puas hati.

erk.terasa i tau.

so i think i wanna be vegetarian for certain days only lah cos i wont give up my fetish(mcm geli jer dgr) for chicken and ikan dan lembu dan kambing dan segala species binatang yg saya suka. tp fetish utk makan saja ler. saya tidak sayang binatang2 itu.

till then, see u again soon.

a sinner, yes i am.

i have a confession. i have done a very huge mistake. i admitted to doing it and im guilty as charged.

i never intended to start the whole things but i cant resist the seduction. i thought i have enough strength to defeat the goddamn demon but turned out that i am not. oh lord. what have i done? i am full of regrets wishing that things are gonna be the way they were.

this time around i promise to myself i wont do such things ever again. i must be stronger!

till then, see u again soon.

p.s. 18 more subjects and i will complete my degree.cant wait.

At last!

Finally i can go back for raya! this is the moment ive anticipated since the start of ramadhan. Im off to kl in 2 hours time and will be back to kch on sunday. Anyway Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin to everyone.

Till then, see u again soon

Exhaustion exhaustion exhaustion!

Right now i'm blogging from the lab, waiting for my next class to start. I'm totally exhausted. I have tonnes of things waiting to be done. I'm sure my panda eyes are getting worse. Last nite i was doing my assignment till 2.30 am and didnt sleep until after performing subuh prayer. I slept around 7am. Woke up at 9.30 am just now cos i cant miss my Corporate Accounting class anymore. These are my to do lists:

• Taxation 2 assignment- need to be completed before friday. currently half are done.
• Corporate Accounting assignment - before friday as well. still waiting for the others to send their part so that we can do the conclusion.
• Accounting Information system assignment - the group leader wants the assignment to be completed by this week. also still waiting for the others to submit their part.
• Study for Corporate Finance quiz - should be done by this weekend (but im going to kl. how aa?)
• Start doing revision for final - especially for tax and CA
  
• Packing for holiday - this is the best part. i just cant wait. 2 more weeks to go. please make times go faster please please please.

Aite need to go now. Class in 3 minutes time. Till then, see u again soon.

Happiness =)

This weekend i spent time with sayang. He surprised me again! He drove all the way to malacca and he's having a fever. i am totally touched. He reached malacca around 10 pm on friday and tapao me some of his mom's homemade kueh. Ahhhh greatness.

So we did some shopping and bought a brand new wallet, a dress for my sis, a new eyeliner and some groceries. Last week i bought a new cardigan, a small so-called yellow carpet and a towel. hehe. For both days we broke fast at aladdin and sahur at tomyam.

He came with a good news. He finally got a job at celcom and will be starting on the 15th. Alhamdulillah. I am relieved. I am very happy for him and for myself as well. I got a new source of income hahahaha. Kejam tau mak ni. He promised me an ang pao for this coming raya. Jangan kasi 5 rgt jer plak sudey.

He left at 9pm today after bebuka and after some groceries shopping again. Lalalala. I wish we couldve spent more times haihhh.

Another good news for me. Brand new season of gossip girl and antm have started. Yeay! Ive been waiting for so long. Now i have something to look forward to. Aww i'm in heaven is it?

The first episode of gossip girl really makes me wanna orgasm cos serena and dan are back together muahahaha. Yeah baby that's what i wanna see. Thank goodness. Some spoiler for second episode haha:

Blair (Leighton Meester) is over the moon that she is dating royalty and has every intention of becoming a royal herself, but a scheming Chuck (Ed Westwick) has other plans for Blair and hew new love, Marcus (guest star Patrick Heusinger). Serena (Blake Lively) and Dan (Penn Badgley) agree to keep their recent hook-ups a secret from their friends and family until they figure out what all this means for their relationship. Meanwhile, Nate (Chace Crawford) learns the downside to having an affair with a hot older woman, Catherine (guest star Madchen Amick), who also happens to be married.

As for antm, this cycle really made a headline. There's a transsexual competing in this cycle. Her name is Isis. I pity her so much cos almost every girls bitches about him. Kurang ajar k. I would say so far my fav are marjorie (her style resembles agyness), sheena (she looks like kimora and her body is smoking hot!), and ellina (her eyes are stunning in the pics but she's a lesbo lol). Here's the vid :



Just now i tried a new recipe which is a non bake cake. It is basically a choc and peanut butter cake. I'm still waiting for it to set in the fridge but mcm menjadi jer hehehehe. I will post the recipe after this. I also cooked some bubur jagong with macaroni, sagu and cendol. Yea baby, yummy yum yum.

Here some pics of me for this week. Im vain i know hahaha.

Me without the makeup

Me trying on my new eyeshadow and eyeliner

In conjunction with antm cycle 11 hahaha

Till then, see u again soon.

Ramadhan

Another ramadhan.. I just cant believe how fast time flies. But this is the time ive been waiting for. I just love the feeling of ramadhan. It's very peaceful. It makes me look back to myself and makes me see what wrongs ive done. It is a holy month which makes u just wanna clean urself and repent for what u've done. The next best thing is that it is an indicator of raya is coming! haha.

This ramadhan i aim to fast for the whole month (period is an exception la kan). ive started to solat cos its been almost a yr since the last time i pray. Yea it's true i'm not a very good muslim but i'm trying to change. I wanna change my lifestyle. I want to live a more organized life. It's depressing to live like how i live currently. I can only sleep at 6am and then woke up in the evening. I feel like my life is a mess. I didnt attend most of my classes. I am totally lost.

I know i will get barred by the lecturer. Usually i will give a completely ridiculous excuse but this time i feel that ive lost my drama queen talent. haha. but seriously i cant think of any excuses. I guess i'm tired of lying. I dont have the courage to face the lecturer. Not even to send an email. urghhh. it's a total mess u see. this is what u get for not organising ur life well.

The 1st day i broke fast with sayang's family. it is sad for not having to break fast with ur own family. i in fact cried on the night before puasa. it's true that my mum insisted that i go back to kuching but it's tiring for me to travel far. plus it's puasa. so i decided not to go back. my mum called hundred thousand times (exaggerate la pulak kan.haha) to coax me to go back to kch. haha. ok it's evil i know. haha.

Talking about how fast time flies, in roughly 1 week time, farah will be flying to london for her degree. Honestly, it is heartbreaking for me. I cant call her anytime anymore. The only medium for communicating is messenger. wtf? haha. eh tak baik mencarut2 bulan baik ni tau.

Yesterday i weighed myself again. I've lost another 2 kg since the last time i weighed myself, meaning i've lost 9 kg in total. one more kg to my 1st goal. alhamdulillah.

Till then, see u again soon.