of ciggy and girls.

smoking. suddently i remember my dad once said "smoking is mmu female students' identity is it?" i just laughed.

so, is it wrong for girls to smoke?

for me it's not a big problem since i smoke too. it doesnt mean that all those girls are sluts. it's just not a nice view to see. it's a very bad image to the girls (including me, i know).

but it's a big problem IF u smoke cos u try to be cool, want to be in the clique. and IF u try to show off that u're smoking. hello! it's not cool ok. u look bad. i hate it if girls smoke in front of the elders. i only smoke if there is no elders around or the elders i know that doesnt mind.

sadly, i admit that when i started smoking 7 years ago it was because i want to look cool but as i grow up i realize it's not for the show anymore. i am addicted.i feel quite regretful to start smoking in the first place.

how i wish i could stop but i guess i am not ready yet. it's my only way out of my misery. ceyh. but it has affected me now. i ran out of breath easily, i always have sore throat and etc.

so girls or even guys, please dont ever try to smoke. it's not good for ur health and ur image too. it's totally not cool ok.trust me.

till then, see u again soon.